Hari ini bener bener hari tersial buat aku, apa gara gara aku kejatuhan cicak kemarin malam ya. Hahaha cuma mitos itu
Gue cuma bisa ketawa aja mengingat hal tadi. Actually i was forgeting my feel to you. but this day you help me to remember again, and your way make me hurt. How can you just be a calm person when someone who loves you got hurt because of you? I still remember what you said to me. Can you just thinking about my affect to you?? Can you just said thank you to me, and appreciate what i've done to you.
You said if what you've done with me is a WRONG decision. Sebenernya aku masih bingung kenapa elu tiba tiba ngomong kayak gitu sama gue. Do you think, if i am not sincere do your job??!! Apakah kamu pikir aku punya maksud tersembunyi?!
Do you ever feel what i feel ?! Pernahkah aku berkata : "kok gitu?" atau "jangan!". I just can say : "no problem"
Yes you right, if your concern is done here, but why about me? Do you ever think about that? Do you know I cry because of you?! Apakah kamu MALU jika aku menyayangimu?! You only think about yourself, your friends. YOU NEVER THINK ABOUT ME!!!!! Yes i'm right, 100% it's true. In fact you just can say nothing and confused when my bestfriend come to you and get angry to you.
I'm sorry if i said that, but i'm not sure if you sincere when you apologize to me.
Stiil remember in my brain what you said. YOU SAID THAT I'M THE REASON WHY SOMEONE THAT YOU LIKE GO AWAY FROM YOU. Setelah kamu berkata itu, di pikiran ku hanya satu : YOU LIE TO ME
kamu berkata g sesuai dengan fakta. Is that your way to make me angry an go away from you? You wrong again, what you've done is only make me remember you again. How stupid you are!! :'(
That's hurt!!!! Yes, i'm more stupid then you, yes you right. But remember that, i begin to love you, when you have broke up with my bestfriend. I still remember that you said if you will keep my feeling like her feeling, but in fact??!!!! YOU JUST KEEP HER FEELING!!! and i just can say : "no problem" (AGAIN). I ever say to you if i never want you to love me back! i just want you to treated me same as her. you said, yes i will. but in fact?? YOU NEVER DO IT, and i just can say : "no problem" (AGAIN).
And now i'm sure that 100% you call me a stranger. You hate me. You say i always bother you. Can you see what are you doing to me?? Can you see it, even if it just for a while?
Although you hate me with all your heart, honestly i never hate you.
I just want to be your friends again like them. Can you just do it to me??! Bersikap biasa padaku seolah olah tak pernah ada apa apa diantara kita??!!
Do you know, if your silent is already make me sad enough. You hate when i'm looking for information about you. Are you stupid??!! If girl like a boy, she will do that. It same as with you. Do you remember when you looking for information about my bestfriend, YOU ASK ME!! Masih dapatkah kamu diam tanpa mengerti bagaimana rasanya saat berada diposisi ku.
Yes you right, i love you. But is it wrong?? Do you remember when you like mybestfriend? KAMU BERKATA : "YA AKU G TAU, DATANGNYA TIBA TIBA KOK."
Yes you don't say to me, but i know all about what you said, and how your expression from my bestfriend who got angry with you. You said, you dont have any friends to hear your vent. I think that's IMPOSSIBLE!! You have more friends than me. I know that all your friends have good equality. Why you dont just tell them what you feel, before you made a wrong decision.
I just want to say, CONGRATULATION WITH YOUR ACCESION. I HOPE YOU HAPPY WITH YOUR WRONG DECISION.
i'm here, and i regret why you came to me when i was forgeting you, and you bring all my memory about you AGAIN.
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